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@GrayInside "I could take that pen away from you, but if it makes you feel better to think you can hurt me with it, feel free." I hold my-
@GrayInside hand out and using TK bring a book from across the room. "I killed Brian too, a few years ago. I won't hurt you. I'm going to -
@GrayInside teach you."
@GrayInside "How not to kill to gain powers." I get up and smile over at him, handing him my number on a card. "You have a lot of potential-
@GrayInside Gabriel. You are very, very special, and I'm going to make sure you don't turn out like me."
@GrayInside "There's a darkness in us, Gabriel. A hunger that's hard to control. You've felt the tip of the ice cube when you killed Brian.-
@GrayInside It made you feel like a god, didn't it?" I let out a deep breath. Mind control would be so much easier. "You don't have to kill-
@GrayInside to feed. It took me years to find that out, but I'm going to teach you a way that won't make you an evil son of a bitch."
@emtpetrelli txt I need to see you. It's about @grayinside.
@GrayInside "We are the next step in human evolution, Gabriel. We are predators, but we can learn not to want the taste of blood in our-
@GrayInside mouths. If you don't like it, you can always go dark side. I'm just giving you the option I didn't have. Now I've got to go. -
@GrayInside But I'll be back. Think of me as your guardian angel or demon."
@emtpetrelli txt The same Starbucks we talked at before. I'll be there waiting for you.
@emtpetrelli I'm nursing a raspberry mocha. They don't have orange or almond syrup anymore. Assholes. I like the taste, but it turns the-
@emtpetrelli fucking drink pink. Thank god the cups are opaque. "I know you're not terribly fond of me right now, so I'll make this fast.-
@emtpetrelli I was attacked by @grayinside yesterday. He was pretty much foaming at the mouth, batshit out of his mind. I locked him up-
@emtpetrelli over night to figure out what to do with him. This afternoon I stripped his memory back to a few days after he killed Brian.-
@emtpetrelli It was the only way to fix him. I'm pretty sure you know that. You'll need to meet him again. I promised him that I'd make -
@emtpetrelli sure that you and @gabrielisgray met him again. He loves you both, and I know you both love him."
@stillgraylikeme We? I will fantasize this is a good thing. txt How about the diner? I've been living on coffee. Food would be good.
@emtpetrelli "He's at his apartment. The old one. I told him that I'd teach him to get power without killing. I won't let him turn into the-
@emtpetrelli monster again. That other Sylar fucked him over. I won't."
@emtpetrelli "Wow." That rocks me back in the chair. "I was expecting to be shit. No I'm not OK. I fucked up. I'm in love with two people-
@emtpetrelli again, and it's not going to well. There's a bond between @stillgraylikeme and I. I don't know if you have that with --
@emtpetrelli @futureboyscout. But I couldn't feel him anymore. I thought he dropped out of this fucked up weird time soup we live in. I -
@emtpetrelli never meant to hurt either of them. I didn't."
@beckyb731 Chocolate makes EVERYTHING edible.
@stillgraylikeme txt Now?
@emtpetrelli "Of course I'm trying to fucking fix it, in between fixing @grayinside. You're welcome by the way. I'm not hiding. They, he-
@emtpetrelli didn't want me around. I talked to Scout last night. I talked to Gabriel this morning. I'm waiting for them."
@stillgraylikeme @FutureBoyScout I'm waiting for them to get there. The coffee sucks, but it's all I can keep down. I'm starving though.
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@emtpetrelli "Gee ya think?" Stop being an asshole, Sylar. I get another text, and see it's from @stillgraylikeme. "They want to talk to me-
@emtpetrelli I have to go." I'd go to the ends of the earth to see them. "See ya, Peter."
@GrayInside (Sweet baby jebus, I thought we were friends. Where's @_the_bucket?)
@GrayInside I hate you. Hate you so much. That could be you in those pictures.
@GrayInside @_the_bucket Well if you've used yourself, be sure to dump yourself on him.
@GrayInside No, no, no, it's you. You're the one @coedclaire wants to nibble on.
@emtpetrelli @GrayInside I'll give you that. I do go both ways.
@GrayInside Um let me think, no. Only one woman is worth my time, @fortunatetattoo. She'd break you in two.
@CoEdClaire @emtpetrelli @GrayInside OK back to serious stuff now. You play nice with each other.
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme No blood, well not that there would be, but no torn clothes either. They're both as miserable as I am. -
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme Of course I would love to know why either of them feels guilty when I'm the one that fucked up. Let's try-
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme something new, dumb ass. Think about them first, you second. You can do that. Normal people do. "Hey."
@FutureBoyScout I thought I was the self-centered fucktard?
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme "Sorry I should have gotten a table. Booth is habit." I look at my coffee cup and swallow my mouth is so-
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme dry it hurts. "I'm...thanks for calling me. I don't know what to say other than I'm still sorry. I need to-
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme fix this, and I don't know how. Gabe I couldn't feel you. I thought you were gone. I was afraid. I didn't -
@stillgraylikeme mean to hurt you. I didn't mean to hurt either of you. I didn't plan on any of this. I love you both, but I'll let you go-
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme if that's what you want." I'll then go and kill myself, but what the hell....
@FutureBoyScout Not staring at you. My heads too far up my ass right now for me to see much of anything.
@FutureBoyScout Good write me a fucking Wall fic. You owe me.
@FutureBoyScout Nope want to know what you thought about me watching you.
My life is horrible. I'm forced to watch #Pathology again now that my DVD is here.
@FutureBoyScout I am not repressed.
@FutureBoyScout Or a pervert.
@FutureBoyScout @emtpetrelli @GrayInside I am not!
Thanks to someone >> I can't get past Dr. Gray's girlfriend's hairy armpits to enjoy that scene. #pathology
@himenokuri I gave up on that when Chris Daughtry didn't win.
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme "You're not alone. I'm right here. My heart hurts without you." I want to hold him, but if he wanted me -
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme to touch him, he'd be on my side of the table. "I don't want to be alone either. This would be easier if -
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme it was just sex, but it wasn't." I look into Peter's eyes for a moment too. "I want both of you. That's -
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme the simple truth." The simple truth I've been saying since this mess started. "I...we have so much we can-
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme do, all three of us, but what it comes down to is loving each other. That's what makes us human. That's -
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme what keeps us from being monsters. We can love. I'm sorry I'm wired the way I am, that I can love two."
Oh Dr. Gray you so love all that slide show. You are such a ghoul. #pathology
@stillgraylikeme @FutureBoyScout "I didn't plan this, Gabriel. I couldn't feel you. I thought you were gone. I was alone. I was scared." -
@stillgraylikeme @FutureBoyScout I push my cold coffee to the end of the table while I think. "I don't expect either of you to pine for me-
@stillgraylikeme @FutureBoyScout when I'm not around. Gabe you do sleep with Candice. Did you forget that? I know you're not in love with -
@stillgraylikeme @FutureBoyScout her, but you do love her. I've never played the jealous card about that, because I'm not. We've got -
@stillgraylikeme @FutureBoyScout forever. Christ." I scrub at my face. "I don't do casual sex. Would that have made this better?"
@stillgraylikeme @FutureBoyScout How the fuck did I ever think this could work out? Nothing I say matters. Nothing. I can't do anything -
@stillgraylikeme @FutureBoyScout right. Stupid to think I could. "You know something, Gabe. You're a lot more like me than you like to -
@stillgraylikeme @FutureBoyScout admit. Want, take, have, own that's how we are. I don't want to own the people I love. I guess that means-
@stillgraylikeme @FutureBoyScout I'm doing something wrong. I can't make this work. I can't have you both, then fine. I will accept that.-
@stillgraylikeme @FutureBoyScout I'm sorry, but I can't figure out a way not to hurt either one or the other of you. So I'll have to settle-
@stillgraylikeme @FutureBoyScout hurting you both."
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme This time I do reach for him. I don't care if he stabs me with the forks. "Gabe of course I understand-
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme that you're hurt, that you feel betrayed. I do. I'm so fucking sorry. But I never stopped loving you. I -
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme never could. You're part of me. Part of me I thought I lost. I don't love you less than I did before. Is -
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme that what you think? It's not like a pie chart where you each get a percentage. And god dammit, Gabe, I-
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme love being with you, hunting with you, screaming your name when we're in bed. You healed me."
Well that sucks. No deleted scenes for #pathology
@FutureBoyScout More murder, more mayhem.... sure more smut....
@FutureBoyScout @emtpetrelli There an extended autopsy but meh.
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme I wish I could drag him over the table, but I settle for lacing our fingers together. I know Peter can -
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme hear this without feeling like he means less. He's secure. We're not. We've never been good enough. Gabe-
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme needs to know how fucking special he is to me. "You are the first real love of my life, Gabriel. If you -
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme are willing to share me with Peter, that would be incredible. It would, but you mean the world to me."
Listen to Sylar - Songs in the Key of Murder http://bit.ly/9kZoU8 A very long playlist.
@darkelegance You're welcome. That's what I listen to when I write my fics.
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme "I want to go home with you so badly." I wouldn't let go if the roof fell in on us. "I'm tired too." -
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme Getting up without letting go, I lean over and give Gabe a kiss. "Let's go home and sleep, OK?" I give-
@FutureBoyScout @stillgraylikeme Peter a smile. "We're OK. You need to tell the kid you're alive."
Crawling in bed with @stillgraylikeme. See you tomorrow.
@FutureBoyScout Goodnight babe
@FutureBoyScout I'm glad you said lucky instead of if I'm good.
@FutureBoyScout I love you.
RT @Hideaway_Addams: #FF @emtpetrelli my best friend and @FutureBoyScout his big brother/soon-to-be-rapist. *ahems*