I suck

[watchmakersylar]

I fear that I may be the bad RPer. I lashed out in earlier posts at Chickies #1, 2 and 3. By doing that I may have frightened another RP partner by making her think she couldn’t tell me what she was really feeling about our game and real life issues she is dealing with. I hope that isn’t the case, and if it is, Christ I suck ass.

I don’t rant unless you’ve got it coming, and you’re a really, really bad player. I reserve that for the stalkers, the Mary Sues and the people who can’t tell game from life.

If you’re someone I RP with and made friends with outside of game, I hope you know that you can tell me the truth about everything. I might be hurt for a little bit, but I can grow the fuck up and deal with it. I’ve looked back on a recent conversation, and I’m not happy with what I said there.

I do feel like I’ve crossed the line, and I’m sorry.

Comments

[harukafairbanks.livejournal.com]

You really do seem to have regret for what you said. If anyone of these people starts to bitch about it, then they don't really know you or where you are coming from anyway. You probably don't need them dragging you down.

I hope the person you feel bad for possibly upsetting understands.

[sylar.livejournal.com]

I hope she reads this too. I love the person a lot IRL outside of game, and hope I haven't fucked things up permanently by being a douchebag.

[harukafairbanks.livejournal.com]

I hope she reads it too. You are to sweet to be sad.

[jackvelvet.livejournal.com]

I have no idea what this is in reference to, but way to be a stand-up person and owning up to what happened. That's just about the hardest thing to do sometimes, and it's respectable.

[sylar.livejournal.com]

Thanks. It seemed like the right thing to do. Unlike Sylar, I do admit my mistakes. LOL