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Morning Sam,

We don’t see much of each other these days. Our schedules are really mucking up our together time, and now I’m on vacation with Gabe. But I do miss you. I miss the snarking. I miss the fighting. I miss dropping anvils on your head while I’m trying to kill the sheep you protect. Miss the noises you make, and the mess you make of my sheets. You still owe me a set or two.

Things are rough for us. We have our brothers, and we love them. We’ve both accepted that they come first in our lives, but sometimes it’s hard for me to behave like a rational adult. *glares* Yes, Scout, I do know how to be a rational adult from time to time.

When I get back we need to spend some time together doing something other than fighting. I'd love to play pool or finish that date that was interrupted.

I promise not to tie dynamite to your stubby little tail again too.

TTYS,
Ralph

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The Letter Blog
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Letter #9 - to someone I wish I'd met - Leonardo da Vinci



Dear Leonardo,

You were the greatest thinker, inventor and dreamer to have ever been born. Whenever I read one of your journals, I am awestruck by your brilliance. Your need to understand, to explore and know rivals my own. So few people recognize your greatness as more than the painter of the Last Supper and the Mona Lisa, but they should.

I wish I could have met you and picked your brain. To speak with you about science and engineering would have been a dream come true.

Sadly while I could time travel back to meet you, sir, I cannot. Unlike many of my contemporaries with that ability, I know the dangers of causing a change in history that creates yet another alternate reality is not acceptable. My curiosity will have to be sated reading your many journals. Luckily I have no trouble reading your backward mirror image writing.

Most people think of Einstein as the great brain, but for me, Leonardo, that title is yours.

Sincerely,
Gabriel Gray

The Letter Blog

Some of Leonardo's works )
watchmakersylar: (Sad Face)
Character: Sylar
Fandom: Heroes
Word count: 365
Rating: PG
Prompt: Ramses: You will be mine, like my dog, or my horse, or my falcon, except that I shall love you more - and trust you less. [livejournal.com profile] scifi_muses
Notes: Letter Blog entry - worked as a post on the Muses too.

You Broke My Heart,

I remember what it was like. Racing through my day to spend time with you, and how much I craved the sound of your voice or the touch of your hand. I loved you with all my heart and soul. I was your slave. I would do anything for you. Our nights were filled with such passion; we could have set the world on fire with our desires.

But then something changed. You stopped coming home. You stopped being there for me. You kept telling me that you loved me, but you were always busy. Something kept you out of town, or your new friends needed you. They always came before me.

Soon I was alone. I’d sit here day and night hoping that I’d see you. If I did see you, when you didn’t think I was looking, you were never alone. You were with them. You know nothing hurts me more than being left alone. You know how much it terrifies me. You left me to sit here in solitude while my insecurities ate me from the inside out, because you weren’t here to keep me safe or sane.

I wish you’d told me sooner that you didn’t love me anymore. Or maybe you were just deluding yourself into thinking you did still care about me.

If you hate me now, for building a wall of ice around my heart, remember you cast me adrift first. I was always there for you. I was always willing to drop whatever I was doing for you. But that wasn’t good enough. I want to tell you that I can forgive you, but I don’t think I can. Every time I see you with another I see red. It hurts.

I can’t wait for the day when seeing you stops causing me pain. When that happens I’ll be free to be happy again. Until then I’ll look for someone else to fill the void you left behind. Someone who can patch the hole you tore in my soul when I was stupid enough to let you in.

I miss you.

I hate you.

I wish I’d never tasted your lips.

Sylar

The Letter Blog
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Character: Sylar
Fandom: Heroes
Word count: 442
Rating: PG for implied violence and some swearing
Prompt: Desmond: Ah good old subject sixteen. He repainted my room you know... with his blood. [livejournal.com profile] scifi_muses
Notes: Letter Blog entry - worked as a post on the Muses too.

Dear Whatever the Fuck Your Name is,

I wanted to let you know that it’s nothing personal. I don’t know your name. You’ve never done anything to insult nor injure me or mine. You’ve simply got something I want. As I follow you from the chemistry building to the parking lot, I can hear you humming along with your iPod, and I wonder if you even know that you’re special.

It’s early, the sun’s just hitting the horizon, and in a normal world, it’d be much too early for someone like me to hunt and kill. Your average serial killer would wait for the cover of darkness, but I’m anything but average. I also don’t feel like following you home. I’m not in the mood for a long hunt. I’m in the mood for want, take and make mine what is yours.

So like I said before, it’s not personal. No hard feelings. You won’t have to worry about me going after your roommates or your family. Unless of course they’re special, in which case all bets are off, because if they are, what they have will be mine someday too.

No, don’t go into the Student Union. Go to the parking lot. I don’t want to sit around while you connect with friends at the Starbucks or whatever the hell you’re going to do there.

Fuck. Could you be anymore inconsiderate? I have places to go, other people to kill you know.

Fine. Whatever. I can get some tea and a cookie or two. I’ll watch you, and if I’m lucky you’ll do something special, so I can find out what it is you do.

Oh great three of your little friends. I swear to God if they go home with you, and I have to watch you doing some sorority shit all night until you go to bed in your Hello Kitty pajamas to kill you, I won’t make it pleasant.

And could you drink your coffee any slower?

You are really starting to piss me off.

Finally, you’re ready to go. Wasn’t it nice of me to hold the door open for you? I want to thank you for offering to show me the quickest way to get to the library, and for not screaming too loud when I pinned you to the side of that god awful sculpture they have next to the art building. The blood splatter was a nice improvement if you want my opinion.

Thanks for the new power, Heather. I’ll be sure to leave your ID tucked in your bright pink backpack so they can identify you when they find your body.

Sincerely,

Sylar

The Letter Blog
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Character: Sylar
Fandom: Heroes
Word count: 334
Rating: PG for angst
Prompt: Plainview: Now run along and play, and don't come back. [livejournal.com profile] scifi_muses
Notes: Letter Blog entry - worked as a post on the Muses too.

Dear Dad,

Now that I’ve seen your face, I can’t keep you out of my dreams, or I should say my nightmares? While I can’t remember my mother, I can remember you in such detail. The sound of you hacking in the morning, the stink of cigarettes that permeated everything about you, including our furniture and my clothes. The stuffed dog that I slept with, thankfully not one of your pieces of art, reeked of it as well.

I wake up in a cold sweat with the feel of your hand on me. How many times did you slap me for not paying attention to you, only for you to decide to smack me the next time for watching you?

In another dream the dark haired lady, my mother, whose face I cannot remember no matter how hard I try, takes me into the emergency room because you broke my wrist. I hate that one the most because she’s crying with no eyes or face. Her tears running down the blank mask that is all I have of her.

You’re there too. Bitching that I’ll get better. It’s just a bruise, and you need a smoke. The nurses take me, dressed in blue scrubs, their hands covered in plastic gloves while they poke and prod me. They keep asking me how I got hurt, and I tell them I fell down. They look at the dark haired lady, and she nods in agreement while you flick ashes at her. I can taste how much you hate us, and when I wake up I can’t breathe.

You did me a favor, you twisted fuck, when you sold me to Martin and Virginia. Now do me another one and get out of my head. I don’t want you walking in my dreams. If I find out you’re using some power on me to do it, I’ll strangle you with your own guts.

I’ve never hated anyone the way I hate you.

Fuck off and die,
Gabriel

The Letter Blog
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Character: Sylar and Gabriel
Fandom: Heroes
Word count: 393
Rating: G
Prompt: Mallory: You make everyday feel like kindergarten. for [livejournal.com profile] scifi_muses
Notes: Letter Blog entry - worked as a post on the Muses too.

Dear Gabe,

I wanted to share with you some of my favorite memories of growing up with you. There were the bunkbeds of course, where we’d trade off every other month who got to sleep on the top bunk. Keeping that a secret from mom was so much fun. Keeping any secret from mom was an accomplishment worthy of high praise.

I remember slugging Santa Claus when he made you cry at Macy’s. No one makes my brother cry, which I haven’t out grown apparently because I still want to punch Elle’s lights out. Yeah I know, you know I’d rather kill her for hurting you, but I let her live because you asked me to.

Trick or Treating as Superman and Batman was great too except when I tripped on my cape and fell down the steps. You were the only one who didn’t laugh at me, and you helped me find my glasses. When you shared your candy with me because mine ended up on the floor I knew I had the best brother of all time.

There are so many times in my childhood when I pretended I had a twin, and I love putting you into those memories now. For me, the longer we are together, the more real they become. If we can come from alternate timelines and be together now, there’s no reason we can’t say we did those things growing up.

But hands down, little brother, I am a much better driver than you. I can’t believe you failed your driving test. I do need to teach you to drive. I’ll do that when we’re on our road trip this month. Yes, I’ll let you drive the Mustang. I trust you with her as I trust you with my heart and soul.

It used to bother me that you call me ‘Brother’ instead of Sylar, but I think I understand that now. A brother is something we both wanted more than anything, and that makes it a precious thing. I also think you say it the way Westley told Buttercup, ‘as you wish’.

Esme is doing something she shouldn’t, so I’m going to send this now. I hope you remember to check your email at the Shop. I know how you get when you’re working too hard.

As you wish, little brother, as you wish.

Sylar

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The Letter Blog
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Character: Sylar
Fandom: Heroes
Word count: 385
Rating: PG for angst
Prompt: I grew up quick and I grew up mean,
My fist got hard and my wits got keen
A Boy Named Sue, by Johnny Cash for [livejournal.com profile] scifi_muses
Notes: Letter Blog entry - worked as a post on the Muses too.

To My Parents,

I’m writing this to all of you, my real parents, my adoptive parents, and to you, Angela, for making me want something so badly that it still hurts that you lied.

Samson, I don’t know if you’re alive or dead. Leaving you to fester in your own filth the way I did was one of the best choices I ever made in my life. You didn’t deserve the quick death I could have given you. You’re a disgusting sack of shit, and I wish to hell I didn’t carry your genetics. I can promise you this; I will never end up like you. I won’t die alone, miserable in the middle of butt-fuck nowhere. When I die, everyone will know my name.

Virginia, I’m sorry you died. I didn’t mean to hurt you. I lost control trying to make you see that I was special, that I was someone. You didn’t want me to be Gabriel, and your death locked that part of me away for a long time. He’s slipped back into my mind now, giving me the insecurities, that fucking need for approval and companionship that Sylar was above. Hope you’re happy about that. I do miss you. You weren’t the worst mother on the planet, and you did love me. I loved you too. I still do.

Angela, you lying bitch. Thank you so much for dangling the Holy Grail in front of my nose, but I can’t blame you for reaching for it. That was my problem. You played the Gabriel card with me, and won the hand. You woke him up. You made me start to care about other people. As much as I hate you, you’re the one who first nudged me back into being remotely human. That doesn’t mean I won’t enjoy dancing on your grave. I hate you most of all, because you made me love you.

To my real mother, whose name I don’t know, I wish I could remember you. I try to. Sometimes I lay awake at night, trying to break through the blackness that shrouds my childhood, but I can’t. I can’t remember what you looked like or the sound of your voice. I hope your next life was better than this one.

I am who you made me.

Sylar

The Letter Blog
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Dear Me,

God damn you are fine.

I want to do bad, bad things with you.

All My Lust,
Sylar

The Letter Blog
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Dear Peter,

You’d tease me that inside this place you’re my only company, and that we’re hardly friends. But I still think of you that way. Sure I hate you a lot, but that doesn’t mean I don’t like you. I think sometimes you like me too. At least you talk to me now, and you are yelling less.

I found you some more beer, and I put it in the fridge which you’ll notice since I’m about to tape this note to the six-pack. Even though I got in that fight with you before over that last bottle at the 7-Eleven, we both know I didn’t want it. I just didn’t want you to have it, so this is all yours.

Your Friend,
Sylar

The Letter Blog
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Here's the challenge, each day for the next month, write a blog in letter form to the following people:
Day 1 — Your Best Friend Peter the Wall
Day 2 — Your Crush Me, myself and I
Day 3 — To My Parents Samson, Virginia and Angela
Day 4 — to my brother Gabriel
Day 5 — Your Dreams Samson
Day 6 — a Stranger Prey on campus
Day 7 — to a former love No names for this one.
Day 8 — an internet friend Scully
Day 9 — to someone I'd like to meet Leonard Da Vinci
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to Scout
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to Isaac Mendez
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain Noah Bennet
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you Peter the Wall
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from Liz
Day 15 — to the person you miss the most Virginia Gray
Day 16 — to someone in another state or country Molly Walker
Day 17 — to someone in your childhood Danny
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be Me again
Day 19 — someone who pesters your mind - good or bad Meme writer
Day 20 — someone who broke your heart Elle Bishop
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression Lydia
Day 22 — to someone I'd like to give a second chance to Peter Canon
Day 23 — to the last person you kissed Gabriel
Day 24 — to the person who gave you your favorite memory Gabriel
Day 25 — To Someone Going Through the Worst of Times Angela Petrelli
Day 26 — The Person I Last Made a Pinky Promise to Gabriel
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day - Sandra Bennet
Day 28 — to someone who changed your life - Parkman
Day 29 — someone you're afraid to tell the truth too - Virginia
Day 30 — to your reflection in the mirror - Gabriel to Sylar

Third times a charm, maybe I'll finish this one. I should post the TV meme. I had that all charted in advance, but got distracted. I'm such a magpie.

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