Ten Things That Annoy You About Yourself - justprompts

[watchmakersylar]

Ten things that annoy you about yourself.

1 - I never feel like I'm good enough.
2 - I don't think I deserve to be happy.
3 - I over analyze everything.
4 - I lose my temper to quickly.
5 - I still get shy when a girl talks to me.
6 - I can't let my past go.
7 - I attack first, sometimes when I shouldn't.
8 - My first instinct is to pretend to be someone I'm not.
9 - I fall back into being Gabriel the geek too often.
10 - I want a family so badly that I was willing to fall for Angela's bullshit, and I still would.

Comments

[fromheavencame.livejournal.com]

I fall back into being Gabriel the geek too often.

That's that bad, huh?

[sylar.livejournal.com]

It's bad when I have to explain what I'm talking about to Peter or Bennet. They don't get most of the Batman, Trek or Star Wars references I make. It's frustrating.

[fromheavencame.livejournal.com]

Oh. Right. I thought you meant in a different sense. That it was bad being me.

I would think that Peter would understand...

[sylar.livejournal.com]

Not my ex-Peter. I had to explain EVERYTHING. I'm surprised he knew Spock had pointed ears. I haven't tested the Geek Aptitude of the new-Peter.

[fromheavencame.livejournal.com]

Huh. It's funny how they can end up so different. Mine? He's as obsessed with Star Wars as I am Trek. He tries with Trek though. He went with me to Con. He held my hand when I was going to meet The Shat, and took pictures when I shook their hands and then Nimoy...He's the best.

[sylar.livejournal.com]

It's still very new for me with new-Peter. Old Peter would have just wanted to make out in the corners. Not that that's a bad thing, but you do not make out when you're in a holy place.

[fromheavencame.livejournal.com]

He...what? That's very disrespectful.

Mine is...an adult.

[sylar.livejournal.com]

Ex-Peter was a constantly horny adult.

(Oh and I figured out exactly what to do on Shades when you recognize my face.)

[fromheavencame.livejournal.com]

I...I mean, mine. We...erm. Enjoy, uh, relations. But it's not like, a constant necessity. Though, after he got his whole empathy thing back...

(:O Oh, what?)

[sylar.livejournal.com]

(You'll see - nothing dangerous - just a really good lie. And that icon is hot)

[fromheavencame.livejournal.com]

(:D I love it. Made for me. :'D And I'll go reply now, then. And try to figure out when to recognize you)